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"miniskirting around"
miniskirting around like some dime store ice pop
any color you like, no flavor but sweet
the cool dripping off your wrist before it hits your lips
who are you with when you lay in my arms
do i register in your mind as you caress my flesh
what do you hear when you render me senseless
is there anyone with me in the heat of the night
silent as death and twice as lonely
sex alone with the one you love
where are you going with me in your pocket
am i with you or just stuck in the seams
miniskirting around like some cheap ass whore
any type that you like, no scent but sweat
the sap dripping off your groin before it hits my lips
slime encrusted mattress memorial to the night
broken clock, broken table, dead bulb, dead bug
there's an ache but i can guess where it came from
can guess it was you, who ever you were at the time
pain, stone, fire, rage, ice, ice pop, ice queen
ice cream in your hair from lapping the cone of some
some dime store ice pop with his hair down to there
his pants full of melt in your mouth, not in your hands promise
miniskirting around like a sad tired breeze fighting
working its way from the shore to the boulevard with
the mist dripping off the air before you hit my lip
© 2004 georgia k griffin
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"buying Jesus"
i was at the grocery store buying Jesus
i was standing in line at the store
buying Jesus
absolution was the blue light special
but the price was still too high
the price was still too high
the price was remembering
a yellow nightie with a smiling
red apple
i was five years too hold for it
but it had happy memories
it used to have happy memories
he was a man of God
a friend of Dad's and a
Man of god
and it was ok because
i was nearly a woman
i was 14 and i knew it all
i knew it all because
well, i was 14
and he was a man
of god
women and priests
the keepers of men's secrets
so it was ok
i was standing at the grocery store buying Jesus
standing in line at the store
buying Jesus
absolution was the blue light special
but the price was still too high
the price was still too high
the price was remembering
a darkened theatre and i
making my way to the popcorn
winding out the the seats to go pee
and get popcorn
his hand was fat and warm
his cock was flaccid and hot
it was ok he said
he was a man of god
and i was an innocent
children and priests
the keepers of men's secrets
so it was ok
i was at the grocery store buying Jesus
standing in line at the store
buying Jesus
absolution was the blue light special
but the price was still too high
the price was still too high
the price was remembering
telling the truth and being told
it wasn't enough
it wasn't enough because the truth
does not set you free
no, it does not set you free
for once you have told the truth
you have to prove it
it being truth is not enough
now you have to relive it
you have to face it down
face the lying man of god
as he says you've got it wrong
as he says you're just trying it on
how can you ruin his life's work?
his reputation
for your small truth that
meant nothing
was nothing compared to the work
of god
was simply a secret
between you and a man of god
victims and priests
keepers of god's secrets
so it was ok
to be standing on the corner
buying Jesus
because absolution it is still too high
© 2005 georgia k griffin
Sunday, May 30, 2010
David Rat
DAVID RAT is an Expatriate American Author and founding member of Rat At Rat R..a pioneering New York City rock and roll band...Married to award winning British poet Sara Tritt, the couple and son James currently reside in Nottingham,England
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David's Band
See David Rat at these sites as well:
ParoxysmPress
David's Band
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HAPPY ENDING
Part 18
Greer...
The east village early 80's...
our 14 square blocks
of pure boho glory...
we sold our televisions for drug money
and sat on blurry stoops
seceding from the
United Hate of America...
fed by the hare krishna's
we smoked dope on the street
and bathed in tenement kitchens
filled with
garbage
and
glitter...
a few months off the bus
from pennsylvania farmlands,
I met her
at civilian warfare...
a gallery owned by
another oh so beautiful dead friend
named Dean Sarvard..
my price of freedom was
a graveyard for a rolodex...
and sometimes survival seems
like my only friend left alive...
She wasn't my type at all
tall blonde....
forlorn hazel eyes
legs like
a newborn colt...
we got high
and paraded around
the city together
arm in arm
like ragged tangled up ghosts...
lunch at cafe orlin
then a dinner party
on central park west
a cast of luminaries..
in attendance...
Lydia was there with Rollins
Sonic Youth, Swans,Live Skull etc.
Henry had somehow procured new
charlie manson recordings...
.
amid schmoozing
and bites of tortellini
a woman remarked
"you have such a lovely deep voice Greer"
when I walked in her apartment
it was like disney on purple mescaline
life-size horrific dolls
modeled after Herself,
Terri Toye, Divine and Candy Darling..
ripped apart stitched up
and strewn everywhere...
a ballerina hacked in half was
outdone only by
a doll on her deathbed,
littered with empty pill bottles.
staring at gold stars
painted on the ceiling...
ok so every idiot in the village
with a can of spray paint
was a "visual artist"
but Greer was for real
her work was truly visceral...
like surgery without anesthesia...
she had been part of Warhol's factory
and knew simply everyone...
she had shown at the Whitney
and worked for Jim Henson
actually applying yellow feathers
to the very first big bird costume...
..
a little cocaine
one soul wrenching
red wine kiss
and I was hopelessly
searching for something
eloquent to say...
"you must have been a really pretty little girl"
I stammered clumsily...
"um no...
I was a really confused
fucked up
little boy"
she (he) replied softly...
ok...now remember dear reader
I had only been in New York
a few months..
granted...
they were crazy
life changing months..
but where i came from
we didn't even have chinese food..
let alone
beautiful
post op
transsexual
art superstar
chicks....
So yeah
in the pit of my stomach
my head exploded
but outwardly
i kept my cool
remembering my idol
Lou Reed
had supposedly
married a transsexual...
i lit two marlboro lights
and we talked about it...
"Greg"
was the effeminate son
of a presbyterian minister
from Illinois...
bullied
beaten
and teased
relentlessly...
he retreated into a world of
solace and doll making..
at 21 years old
with financial help from
his father's church
Greg became Greer...
so I did what any
red blooded american farm boy
would do...
i kept seeing her...
aside from kissing and hand holding
we never had much of a
physical relationship
after that...
but I loved being with her...
we were decadent
we were glamorous
and we were
truly
truly
beautiful...
in 1996
after desperately trying
to starve herself to death...
my love finally overdosed
fading away from me...
under a deep blue ceiling
painted
with gold
coloured
stars...
Part 18
Greer...
The east village early 80's...
our 14 square blocks
of pure boho glory...
we sold our televisions for drug money
and sat on blurry stoops
seceding from the
United Hate of America...
fed by the hare krishna's
we smoked dope on the street
and bathed in tenement kitchens
filled with
garbage
and
glitter...
a few months off the bus
from pennsylvania farmlands,
I met her
at civilian warfare...
a gallery owned by
another oh so beautiful dead friend
named Dean Sarvard..
my price of freedom was
a graveyard for a rolodex...
and sometimes survival seems
like my only friend left alive...
She wasn't my type at all
tall blonde....
forlorn hazel eyes
legs like
a newborn colt...
we got high
and paraded around
the city together
arm in arm
like ragged tangled up ghosts...
lunch at cafe orlin
then a dinner party
on central park west
a cast of luminaries..
in attendance...
Lydia was there with Rollins
Sonic Youth, Swans,Live Skull etc.
Henry had somehow procured new
charlie manson recordings...
.
amid schmoozing
and bites of tortellini
a woman remarked
"you have such a lovely deep voice Greer"
when I walked in her apartment
it was like disney on purple mescaline
life-size horrific dolls
modeled after Herself,
Terri Toye, Divine and Candy Darling..
ripped apart stitched up
and strewn everywhere...
a ballerina hacked in half was
outdone only by
a doll on her deathbed,
littered with empty pill bottles.
staring at gold stars
painted on the ceiling...
ok so every idiot in the village
with a can of spray paint
was a "visual artist"
but Greer was for real
her work was truly visceral...
like surgery without anesthesia...
she had been part of Warhol's factory
and knew simply everyone...
she had shown at the Whitney
and worked for Jim Henson
actually applying yellow feathers
to the very first big bird costume...
..
a little cocaine
one soul wrenching
red wine kiss
and I was hopelessly
searching for something
eloquent to say...
"you must have been a really pretty little girl"
I stammered clumsily...
"um no...
I was a really confused
fucked up
little boy"
she (he) replied softly...
ok...now remember dear reader
I had only been in New York
a few months..
granted...
they were crazy
life changing months..
but where i came from
we didn't even have chinese food..
let alone
beautiful
post op
transsexual
art superstar
chicks....
So yeah
in the pit of my stomach
my head exploded
but outwardly
i kept my cool
remembering my idol
Lou Reed
had supposedly
married a transsexual...
i lit two marlboro lights
and we talked about it...
"Greg"
was the effeminate son
of a presbyterian minister
from Illinois...
bullied
beaten
and teased
relentlessly...
he retreated into a world of
solace and doll making..
at 21 years old
with financial help from
his father's church
Greg became Greer...
so I did what any
red blooded american farm boy
would do...
i kept seeing her...
aside from kissing and hand holding
we never had much of a
physical relationship
after that...
but I loved being with her...
we were decadent
we were glamorous
and we were
truly
truly
beautiful...
in 1996
after desperately trying
to starve herself to death...
my love finally overdosed
fading away from me...
under a deep blue ceiling
painted
with gold
coloured
stars...
Greer Lankton American Artist 1958-1996
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